A not yet new beginning.

So, its April already. (:
Had a tough couple of weeks, but its okay.
Its either I face it, or I die.

Whats for sure is, I'm still confused.
Maybe, I should really move on. Like really.
No matter how much it hurts. & i know, I've been through worst.
I'll not be looking, I'll be waiting. Who knows, the person you love,
but you just didn't realize it, is infront of you? Who knows.

Oh & you know what, I broke a few hearts in 4 months. Pro no? Hah.
I feel the guilt. I guess, its getting better. But jealousy strikes again.
Not to me though.
They say, I broke their hearts so many times. & I keep apologizing.
But is it worth it, if I don't even know the reason why?
I told them what I had to. & .... forget it.

What about my heart?


Yeah, fine. I have a strong heart now. But it still can crack you know.
I crushed my last one till I had to die and live again.
I'm like, I'm sorry I broke your heart. I'm sorry for what I said, what I did. I'm sorry.
But they never knew, I'm hurting more. Do you?
The guy who realizes, who cares, cares about my heart more than his, sacrifices his love for others,
thats the guy. Who will appear right infront of my eyes. One day.
And I have to move onnnnn like very soon. I just need a new beginning.


Anyways, forget bout that.
I have a new boyfriend? haha.
He's charming. He doesn't over react. He's cute. He cares. He's loyal. Sometimes, he's lost.
I think he knows what I mean. (:
1st April 2011 .. ? Seriously? Lmao.
ohwell, blablabla. I love him, yknow?
Only we know the truth, of our relationship. relationship.
Kyle Nicholas Hon. ♥




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