30th.

I had a really nice day.
30th of November 2010.
My uniform is full with signatures & messages.
It was really sweet. & in many languages too.
I've got 2 " love " letters from Rayan. & one present.
I wanted to cry reading the letters. It was breathtaking.
Which is an elastic capo. He knew I broke mine.
I mean, Hazzique broke mine. Aha.

After school,
I went to Lydia's. Then to Darren's.
Played PS3 and Wii. Well, its been awhile since I played them,
so technically, I sucked.
Then I went to watch TV with Darren.
Watched House, where we don't even get whats the main story.
& the words are like, so scientific. Darren and I were soo clueless. Aha.
After that, I walked with Andrew to his house. It was a long walk, again.
I was soo lazy. But anyways, I went to Andrew's and onlined.
& then, played his xBox. The game was Fable 2.
& I killed Andrew's wife. Well, it was Brandon's but Andrew was playing it so, yeah.
After that, I had to go home. Andrew and I walked to meet Lydia next.
On the way, we met Andrew's mom & Edward.
So, after that, we three walked to Lydia's. Then Andrew went home.
Then Lydia & I got a ride from her sister to the clubhouse.
My brother picked me up over there.

In the car, Abang was like singing so gay-ly with me.
But I wasn't acting gay. He was.
With his buff-ness & all, acting gay is ... EWW.
Then, we make words out of plate numbers, again.
We never get bored of that.
The lamest one was, WHK.
Abang was like " WONDERFUL HONG KONG."
I just glared at him.
For me, was BHH. Which Big, Hairy & Hot.
Abang was like, WHAT THE SHIT ITS ALREADY BIG & HAIRY BUT ITS HOT?
ahahaha.
At home, hm.
At night, we danced. My sister & I choreographed some steps.
Then, Abang joined.
But it was the song, Sexy Bitch. When he came in.
So technically, Mimi danced her own style but Abang & I shuffled and liquid with turns and all.
As, he taught me how to shuffle.
So yeah, it was a really funny and awesome day. (:

I love 30th of November 2010.

Just because,
Mas

3 days.

It was a kind of torture,

for a good cause.

My mom,

massaged my shoulder and tried to put it back in place.

But it hurts so much. I screamed and almost shed a tear.

Well, its something I have to cope with anyways.

Its life. 

Stuffs happen.

School, here I come.

Tomorrow. Unfortunately.

I'm not allowed to skip, anymore.

As its only, 3 days left.

Till Tenby school life, ends for me.

;

Don't make this harder for me.

Just please set me free.

Its better for me to leave.

As its my life thou', for me to live.

I love you people.

Like, seriously.

But, face it. Its reality.

You were threatening me.

But you were joking, ofcourse.

Still, I know you mean it.

You, my fergalicous friends. (;

Brandon made that up btw. Aha.

Okay, back to it.

You, are like the screen to my camera.

Without you, I won't work.

I love you. You know you are.

* Plural *

Just because,

Mas

Dislocated.

I fell going " up " the stairs.
& dislocated my shoulder.
Waseh.
Yes, it hurts so badly.
But at least,
its better than getting hurt emotionally.

I have been skipping school for 4 days last week.
Its going to be 4 days this week too.
I'll be going on Monday & Tuesday.
Last two days in Tenby.
Heck yeah, I'm happy.
I'll be in Sedaya, next year.
Maybe for only, one year.

Okay, skip to the lines.

Maybe, just maybe,
I'm not going to stay.
But, really,
I'll be there. At least, as a good friend.
You will maybe,
know at that time,
that I'm better that way for you.
We have lives. We can't keep hurting it.
Its better for us finding somebody who matches us. One day.
One day.
This is killing me in every way.
You take me in. You shut me up.
& I keep breaking. You keep hurting.
Cause baby, think about it.
My heart is now steel. Cause my real one broke into pieces.
You're hurting. Its cracking.
Thats how much it hurts.
& mark my words. Its steel. & its cracking.


; Chuck Norris didn't wet his bed as a child. The bed wet itself out of fear.

owh, and honey.
I can fake smile when I'm crying, easily.

Just because,

Mas

That is so familiar.

Oh yeah, its my line.

You're such a desperate & fucked up bastard. After what we've done for you, this is how you repay us. I wish, you burn in hell.

& I thought you're a nice guy.
But I was wrong.


Just because,
Mas

To you.

Hey you.
Don't make the same mistake.
You'll regret.
& regretting just,
let you learn your lesson.
But it,
doesn't turn back time.

Just because,
Mas

TELL ME ITS NOT OVER.

I just want to crawl into my bed.

You're breaking my heart, You're breaking my heart.

Don't tell me that we will never be together, over again.

Just because,

Mas

I'll be crazy.

I realize my love for you is strong.

I'll be waiting here by the phone.

With the pictures in front of me.

As I'll be gone, in 3 weeks.

Don't worry,

I'll be thinking about you everyday.

Just because,

Mas