Have a safe trip.

Put all the blame on me.

Don't worry. Its not like I have any feelings.

If you can even remember,

I was the pessimist, the one who people call emotional, the one who's always depressed.

Not you.

Pain is in my blood.

& I'm proud of it. It makes me live in reality.

I don't use depression as a reason for me to suicide.

You want to do it not because of anyone else.

Its because of you, yourself.

I tried stopping arguements and shit.

But you keep going on and on and on.

Why do I look like I don't care?

Because you lost faith in me.

If you still trust me,

you will automatically that I do care.

No trust, No love. Baby thats how it goes.

Relationships, is not the main reason I'm depressed.

Its a small part of it.

Maybe, you just don't remember.

Or you don't care.

Thanks for loving me and trusting me before.

I realized that was in the past category.

So please, don't let me live in a lie.

I know you'll be reading this.

You might get pissed.

but really, I don't care if you do.

Because atleast I'm honest enough to tell you all of these.

& you, you never stopped accusing me.

Thank you for that. It'll help me in the future.

Goodbye.