Its all about growing up.

while i grow up,
help never show up.
i learned to show no pain,
in the end i get fed up.
i learned to hold them up,
socialize with pain and trust.
now can you pretend,
the world is alright.
half of us are warm
others sleep through cold night
half of us in darkness,
while half in sunlight
the only thing  in common is,
we all fight.

i love you, no i dont.
at least i used to, you aint showing.
it feels so wrong, but I feel so right.
i know you're gone, now so am i.
its time i choose,
our Love's a Lie

here's my lesson,
life is lethal.
why i help others,
when they never helping me?
i got problems hard to solve,
but i got myself on my feet.
learned life aint fair,
asking why i dont cheat?
but i believe while its bleeding,
i sweep it off my feet.

this is how i grow up
dropped with all the stress
stacking and compress
14 year old depress
scars all over my chest
heart torn out this mess

just because,
anonymous.