Dislocated.

I fell going " up " the stairs.
& dislocated my shoulder.
Waseh.
Yes, it hurts so badly.
But at least,
its better than getting hurt emotionally.

I have been skipping school for 4 days last week.
Its going to be 4 days this week too.
I'll be going on Monday & Tuesday.
Last two days in Tenby.
Heck yeah, I'm happy.
I'll be in Sedaya, next year.
Maybe for only, one year.

Okay, skip to the lines.

Maybe, just maybe,
I'm not going to stay.
But, really,
I'll be there. At least, as a good friend.
You will maybe,
know at that time,
that I'm better that way for you.
We have lives. We can't keep hurting it.
Its better for us finding somebody who matches us. One day.
One day.
This is killing me in every way.
You take me in. You shut me up.
& I keep breaking. You keep hurting.
Cause baby, think about it.
My heart is now steel. Cause my real one broke into pieces.
You're hurting. Its cracking.
Thats how much it hurts.
& mark my words. Its steel. & its cracking.


; Chuck Norris didn't wet his bed as a child. The bed wet itself out of fear.

owh, and honey.
I can fake smile when I'm crying, easily.

Just because,

Mas