struggle.

Hope goes down,  knees on the ground
rain pouring, thunder sounds
wonder how, wonder why
turn to god, still i cry
dry my eyes, then defy
what call lies what call life
it seems by now, myself realise
no more luck, still i try
feel depressed, rethink and sigh
bad day, no one knows
feel invisible, no one cares.
got answers, bump into problems
never look for trouble, trouble finds me
good at math, never solve them
please help me, im about to burst
need fresh air, living a nightmare.
sin too strong, sing through songs
heart might tear, soul might rip.
gotta hold on, losing my grip
take one smoke, take one sip.
theres no hope, clock still tick.
maybe faithless
but if youre in my shoes,
im positive you'll hate it
alone i stand, everything tense
doesnt make sense, only cents.

just because,
me

struggle life reedit.