Resistance.

It hurts to see somebody you love, with somebody else no?

You might be in a different situation.

There's two of them.

One is, liking somebody that has another person who likes her too.

Second is, you're the middle person who is loved by two different person.

Both situations are complicating.

But believe me,

the second one, is more harder.

That doesn't matter anymore.

Now,

I thought I was falling for you.

After awhile,

I think I shouldn't.

I resist.

For some reason,

I see no difference in you with the others.

I'm not scared to get heartbroken.

I'm just brave enough to let go of love at the moment.

I tried ignoring you,

I just can't.

I keep telling myself to lay off for a bit.

But you keep appearing.

I say, we might be only friends.

Owh wait, we are.

I'm sorry if I've been acting like a jerk.

Its just that, I'm scared I'll fall for you.

Eventhough I do, you wouldn't catch me at all.

Cause you've got somebody else. I assume.

Believe me,

I'm brave enough to let go.

Don't ask me if I'm okay,

as its obvious that I'm not.

I'm not looking for somebody else.

I just want a friend who mean what he says.

For example,

"no matter what happens, I'll always be there for you."

I want somebody who actually mean it.

Somebody who could act as a true friend, a brother that would always be there for me

if I breakdown.

I don't talk much nowadays.

Nobody knows why.

I don't tell people.

As I can't even believe thats the reason.

Don't ask me why,

I turn speechless.

Just because,

Mas.